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HalleluYah HalleluYah Sisterhood
Filed Under (Blogs) by Susan on 23-03-2009
Susan
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Mar
I’ve been trying to understand faith. It is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen (Heb 11:1). Faith is climbing up the staircase when you don’t even see the stairwell. Prayer is the key to heaven, faith unlocks the door. There are so many things to say about faith; I just am trying to learn how to apply faith.
One of my dearest friends, younger than me, has been childless for 6 years into her marriage. After a miscarriage, my heart broke for her and the grief I could only imagine in her heart. On a “Spirit of Faith” I bought maternity clothes for her believing that god will bless this loving couple with their first child. I held on to those maternity clothes for a little over a year, thinking I may be crazy or this “thought can’t be from God.” When I finally had the courage to give them to her, unbeknown to me, she was 4 months pregnant!
Now, seeing the fruit of her prayers, I question how can I apply this in my own life? Was what I did with those maternity clothes an act of faith?
Because Every Child Matters!
Susan
Mar
As promised in the last blog, there was more to tell you about how the Lord was my strength and my deliverer, (as I quoted from Psalms 18:2-3), over the past week. Last Friday night, one of our young people from church, Ruby, organized a benefit concert for Siskin Children’s Institute, the school Philip attended for 4 years. The event, called “Praise it Up!” ,was a part of her senior project, and as her interest is in helping, educating autistic children, she chose Siskin as the beneficiary of her concert.
Two weeks ago, she asked Philip to share some of his thoughts and experiences from Siskin during the concert. Philip initially told me, “Mom, I’ll be so embarrassed!” I told him that I would stand on the stage with him. He took some comfort in that.
Ruby also asked me to share the vision of LWR as it was birthed in part from our own experiences with Philip. Needless to say, Philip and I were both preparing for the big event, and were excited. However, I was a little more anxious than I anticipated, I guess. All I could think about last week was how much I missed my husband (who was in India during the time). Whenever we are asked to speak about LWR or share Philip’s testimony, we always spend some time in prayer before the event. I missed that and felt that I needed help last Friday. Well, before Philip and I entered the auditorium, I told him that we should just pray together. I reminded Philip of a scripture that he memorized from Jeremiah 1:4-10. In it, God tells Jeremiah not to be afraid, because God was with him. He also told the prophet that “I have put my words in your mouth.” So as Philip was praying he said, “God please put the words in OUR mouths, mommy’s and mine.” His prayer so blessed and encouraged me. Then in the auditorium friends and family came also and encouraged me, stating they were praying for us.
The concert was like a church service, it was beautiful, and so easy to just praise God in that place. I thank God for his gentle reminders, and the way He speaks to us, sometimes even from the mouths of babes.
Pray for Philip. I believe this is the first time he has actually “had a speaking engagement.” And I believe in my heart, that this event is only the beginning. We are praying that God would put the words in his mouth, and use Philip for the glory of God.
May God bless you and use you for His glory!
Susan